Tuesday, March 8, 2016

8 years, 5 surgeries, 4 ACL tears and 1 left knee

You heard that right… Once again I have torn my ACL. I must admit, the timing could have been better. I mean who wouldn’t want to tear an ACL while in a new town, with a new job, and with mom and dad 2500 miles away? Sounds pretty perfect, right? Wrong. I think it’s safe to say I am not meant to have an ACL.

Let’s rewind to 2008. My soccer team was playing Leominster (pronounced Lemon-stir for all my out of town friends) and BAM, ACL torn and there goes 6 months of playing sports. At the time there was at least 3 other girls on my team who had torn it so it actually wasn’t too bad. PT was almost like a party twice a week… On that note: Shout out to our Physical Therapists, the real MVP’s for getting us back on the field. Now jump a few years to freshman year of college at a spring soccer PRACTICE (are you kidding me!?). Nothing like getting taken out by your own teammate –on accident of course- and BAM there goes your ACL again. I was mad, but you know what, it happens. People tear their ACL twice more than you would think. I had my surgery as soon as I got home from college so I could still enjoy the summer and of course, get back in time to snowboard!

You would think this surgery would go smoothly because I've had one before, right? Wrong. This time around suddenly I was in the operating room and panicked because it was already more than I had remembered 4 years ago. I thought the surgeons were going to start before I was asleep… instant panic attack. Long story short, I got a higher dose of anesthesia and 2 hours later I was fine. By fine, I mean I was in the dreaded knee brace (it almost makes you look like you have a bionic leg) which goes from one’s upper thigh to the ankle AND DOES NOT BEND FOR 3 WEEKS. But OK CHELS you got this. Side note: after surgery I (thinking I’m hilarious) said to Dr. DeAngelis “Thanks for everything and I hope to never see you again” …Little did we both know I would be back one freaking year later for the same god damn thing.
For everyone who knows me, I think it’s safe to say I’m a pretty positive person… but 3 ACL tears? This was a hard hit for me. Shout out to my roommate Wendy who listened to me vent about how BS this was. I mean come ON! I’ve done years of PT and my left leg is definitely stronger than my right at this point. How can I be this unlucky? I could go on and on about what the “worst part” is but I’ll just generalize it: tearing your ACL 3 times is awful. No hiking, biking, running, or snowboarding (which you all know is a huge part of my life) SO YES. IT SUCKED but once again I got through it and assumed it would be the last time.
Fast forward to today: I am sitting with my knee elevated, my leg in the dreaded brace, and crutches propped up next to me. Is this real? Someone send me a lottery ticket, I have a feeling on this one… HA no, but really. On a positive end of things, being in Park City, UT where many Olympic athletes have trained I will point out my Orthopedic surgeon is one of THE best –even if he did give me some bad news.

Here’s the thing, when you’ve torn your ACL as often as myself you know the minute it happens. As soon as I went down a trail (that should NOT have been open might I add) and twisted my knee, I knew. But does Unlucky Chels get a break? Nope, that’s not all. Dr. Cooper tells me I need not one, but two surgeries. Excuse me, what?  The first surgery requires *insert big fancy doctor word here* to make the tunnels smaller which will allow him to then -3 months later- do the ACL surgery. Crazy, huh? But if I can get through the first 3, I know I can get through these next 2. What doesn't kill you most certainly makes you stronger.
So there you have it, 8 years, 5 surgeries, 4 ACL’s and one left freaking knee.

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